From 2017

I try to return to a calmer state of mind
The tension is frightening
All my senses are in overdrive
Not even sure why

Why do I feel as if I am here alone?

I try to remember what life was all about
The tension is just so present
I want to breath but apparently I can’t
Not even sure how I ever did this right

How in the world am I supposed to go on now?

I have to hold on to light
In the dark, purpose is too hard to find
In the dark, I forget that life can also make me smile

… Right?